these tears in my eyes

this is a poem which i wanted to share wid u all :)

THESE TEARS IN MY EYES NEVER SEEMS TO DRY

ITS BEEN AGES I'VE BEEN SHEEDING THEM

ITS BEEN AGES I'VE BEEN WAITING

WAITIG FOR SOMEONE WHO WOULD NEVER COME BACK

LOVING SOMEONE WHO WOULD NEVER CARE

WITH EVERY DROP OF TEAR THE PAIN INCREASES

WITH EVERY DROP MY HEART ACHES

SLEEPLESS NIGHTS LONELY DAYS

FAKING SMILES HIDING TEARS

THESE TEARS IN MY EYES NEVER SEEMS TO HIDE

HOLDING ON DIDNT MAKE YOU STAY

LETTING GO WAS ONLY THE WAY

NOW YOUR GONE IM INSAnE

AND ALL THAT LEFT FOR ME IS PAIN

YOU LEFT ME IN THE MID WAY

BUH I STILL CRIED TO MAKE YOU STAY

THESE TEARS IN MY EYES NEVER SEEMS TO DRY

COZ U NEVER TRIED

COZ YOU NEVER TRIED AND MAKE THEM DRY

THESE TEARS IN MY EYES NEVER SEEMS TO DRY

THESE WOUNDS IN MY HEART NEVER SEEMS TO HEAL

MEMORIES OF YOURS NEVA SEEMS TO LEAVE

THIS LIFE WITHOUT U SEEMS WORTHLESS TO LIVE....

some wounds never heal..!

Have you ever had days where the brightest sun seemed gloomy? Have you ever stared at rain for so long only to realize that you were there to only accompany the sky? I have.

I’ve seen the brightest day to be as gloomy as night. I’ve cried along with the sky. Life’s not fair,nor are the people in it. They will hurt you, make you cry, won’t care about what you gave them but only will think about what you couldn’t give. They will never appreciate your love but will always be complaining about you never giving them enough .

In life you will meet people who will mean everything to you but to them you will just be another human being sharing the same earth. Sometimes your tears will roll down your eyes but for whom you are shedding them will never bother to wipe it .

Some wounds never seems to heal and there are times when you wake up at the middle of the night and pray to god that you want to sleep forever cause reality really bites. Its hard to forget the past and look towards the future but what’s more frightening is the present cause this is the time where you are bound to regret your past and worry about your future.

moving ahead is alwayz difficult..no matter how hard u try to let go of ur past it will b there with u in every step of ur life

where did i go wrong?!

where did i go wrong??this is what i often ask myself..looking at past i cant see any mistake buh i lost frens like them,lost loved once like him..cried for no reason yet cant answer this 'where did i go wrong'.AND i think i will  NOT find its answer either.may be i was not wrong at all or may b i was wrong all the time!!whateva it is i m sure about one thing that it was not only my fault alone but yes all the pain,trouble and sorrows were my share.

But after these many years the pain,trouble and sorrow seems nothing at all :) .They are like bad dream which passed away .But m still here,still trying to find answers to those unanswered question "where did i go wrong??"

Anyways if i find the answer will tell u about how i went wrong untill then its my fate that has to be blamed 

:)

LIFE (as what i see from my weak eyes)

have u ever stared at a stair and wondered that it alwayz does not take us to the top.It takes effort to climb a stair and reach  the top but its not that difficult  to reach the ground.Sometimes it takes ages to reach  our destination but then a smallest mistake make us fall on the ground..we try real hard..........take years and years to built friendship,love,career but a small mistake can take all of these away from us.....!

 every time  we fall into the ground we just regret thinking that we were once at the top.........but regretting never makes things right..it will just add more tears ,sorrows ,pain and will always leave you with the feeling that it was only your fault.

every fall ,every wound and every tear carries its own meaning....every wound that u get will  help u to  fight thousand such  wounds in future...the tears u had cried for nights will teach you that your pillow had been wet for sometime worthless ..and more u fall more it will help u see the world from a different view.More you get hurt more u can face this world with smiles,laughters and confidence. 

So go search for love..go get hurt..go cry coz everything will make u suffer at the first and ultimately u will know the meaning of both happiness and sorrows that love brings.never regret coz u hab one lyf and its not worth regreting...enjoy everything u do,do everything right from the heart,dont regret what u have done in the past, cherish your present and your future will definitely be full of roses not thorns :D

xxxxan-angel-from-your-nightmarexxx